Hey baby don’t you worry, even though the road is rocky I'll be coming home to you again.

I've really been playing with the idea of moving out on my own lately.

I just feel the need to be independent and on my own. I want to make my own rules, do the dishes when I feel like it, raise my dog the way I want.

I'm tired of walking on eggshells, tired of doing nothing all weekend long. Tired of waking up before it's even light out to get to work for 9 am.

Blah.

I also think I've started developing feelings for someone else. Well, I did last year and since then I have tried to push it aside but I can't help but wonder what would it be like. Being in a relationship with the same 5 years has definitely made me question whether I could spend my life with the same person...and be happy. I'm sure I could do it for the sake of it, but I don't know if I believe in everlasting love.

I see cute couples who look like they are in love and I think, "Is that how I am supposed to feel? Am I even in love any more?". I hate second-guessing.

It's time for change.